I’ve been working on my own self-awareness since I was about 14 years old. I guess that makes me a self-aware person. I’ve been talking about this in various publications, and it got me thinking about what I have been doing for the last few years. I have been playing with the idea of “the self” and I would like to talk about what I have done, and what I am going to do in the future.
When Nicki was born, I was so terrified to have a child. I was convinced that if I had a child, I would have to raise it in a very strict environment, and I would never be able to enjoy my life. So I spent the first 30 years of my life trying to avoid having children. And I was very scared to even have a child because I was scared that my children would be afraid of me.
I am a very lucky woman. I have a lovely daughter, and there is nothing I would not do to make her feel the way I feel about myself. On top of all that, I have a very lovely husband who loves me very much, and he has the greatest sense of humor I have ever experienced.
I don’t know how many times I have told this story to people, but I love the idea that we are all in fear of our own mortality. I also love the idea that we are all constantly being told that we are never going to be able to have children, so I am constantly trying to remind people that we can do anything that we want.
This is the part where I am going to say that I love the idea that we are all in fear of our own mortality. I know that sounds weird to say because everyone I know who has ever been diagnosed with cancer, all have stories of how they were told they would be unable to have children. It’s really hard to understand why anyone would ever want to have children when you are already so tired of having to give birth to them.
I think it’s because having children is a part of life. It’s all-consuming and it has a great sense of meaning and purpose. As a child it is so important to have all of your possessions in one place, the things you love to do, and the things you know you will one day grow old with. Having a baby is just the beginning of your life and that’s a good thing.
That said, as we all learn to be more responsible with our own lives, our own bodies, and our own possessions, our babies will never be as important to us. They will, however, always be a part of our lives and our sense of purpose.
The best gift we can give our baby is their sense of purpose, so it’s always nice to have a new toy, or a new outfit, or something new and shiny. But, if we don’t have that sense of purpose, we can find ourselves completely distracted with the needs and wants of other people. We can lose sight of what we love to do and the things we have longed for and now that we’ve got them, we’re just going to lose them as well.
I am a mother, a wife, a daughter, a sister, a friend, a colleague, a writer, a student, a gamer, a photographer, an athlete, an entrepreneur, a designer, an actor, a student, a gamer, a photographer, a blogger, a writer, and a musician. I’ve never met a better person to hang out with at work on the weekends. But if I never had a good friend, I’d be an unhappy person.
I have a few pals in the music game industry working in the music game industry. We’re all just so lucky to have each other. So lucky to have each other too that we can have our own little moment of “I love you to death.” I’m always trying to imagine us working together.